Wednesday, September 5, 2012

it’s funny when people say that depressed person always have in mind, thinking about bad things, bad memories, bad stuff that happened to them.. i don’t. i mean, sometimes i do, but mostly i think about good memories, good things, because i know that these moments, that made me happy, i’ll never experience again… like some childhood memories. thing is, i’m too old for some stuff, and circumstances has changed. my friends… we grew apart.. and they were a big part of ‘happy’ in my life. many things happened between us. i just wish that i could go back in time, and re-live at least one of those moments that made me love my life. just one. just to go back and cherish it, ‘cause i didn’t at the time. it was really silly of me, thinking that my life will be always like that…

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

i just can’t stop binge eating! ugh!

why can’t i control myself? my urges? 

WHY? :(

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Bring the drugs baby, I can bring my pain.

Sunday, January 8, 2012
I’m living under water. Everything seems slow and far away. I know there’s a world up there, a sunlit quick world where time runs like dry sand through an hourglass, but down here, where I am, air and sound and time and feeling are thick and dense. Audrey Niffenegger; The Time Traveler’s Wife
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
It’s unfortunate that when we feel a storm,
we can roll ourselves over ‘cause we’re uncomfortable.
Oh, well, the devil makes us sin.
But we like it when we’re spinning, in his grin.
Massive Attack; Paradise Circus
Saturday, October 15, 2011
My life has changed,
And I am not the same.
I come around but since I’m down-
It feels uncomfortable.
I try to hide it deep inside but I’m dysfunctional.
Tech N9ne- Dysfuctional
Friday, October 7, 2011 Sunday, October 2, 2011 Saturday, October 1, 2011 Saturday, September 24, 2011 Sunday, September 18, 2011